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          Friday, April 27, 2007 
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 I miss having short hair!  In my school years, I always kept my hair short, to keep up with my "low maintenance" image.  I realized, though, that short hair needs constant trimming to keep the shape.    Not very  low maintenance.  Haha!  Now I keep my hair at skimming-the-shoulder length, which I realize is not okay because it's prone to flyaways and if I don't have my hair straightened (which I haven't done), my head's silhouette is an upside down mushroom.  Sigh.
  Caught the video of Natalie Imbruglia's Torn a while ago and I realized how much I missed short hair!  That's the shortest my hair got (first year college) and I remember how fun it was to tuck short strands behind my ears and let it fall oh-so-stylishly.  In retrospect, I do look a bit mannish if the cut isn't done like Natalie's, but I still like it.  Now I want to have short hair again, but people have been dissuading me from doing so.  Plus, I have some formal events to attend this year and somehow, longish hair leaves a lot of ground to work around with.  Of course, it's another story for thin fine hair, but whatever.
  Anyway... I had a haircut today (you know what they say about not having a haircut before a big event?  So true - hair needs a few days to grown into the style and cut.  I am sooo learning this lesson the hard way since I'm attending a wedding tomorrow!) and I was explaining to the stylist how I wanted short hair, but I was putting it off.  He cut off more than the usual since my hair's in a pretty sad state... and so now, my hair's short(er than usual)!  It's in a style that's supposed to give body to my hair.
  It should still look okay tomorrow, since I had it treated - I love the minty scent of the treatment - as well.  Not the look I was expecting for tomorrow, but it should still be fine. :)Labels: vanity 
         
 
            
         
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          Tuesday, April 24, 2007 
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  I like this picture, it's just a bit dark.  I like the red wall with all the details on it.  There were other interesting places around the restaurant to randomly photograph, but I was shy to go around.Labels: random 
         
 
            
         
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          Monday, April 23, 2007 
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So I told myself that this week, I'd try not to eat so much and remain as thin as possible to fit the gorgeous dress I got (thanks to my dad!  I super ♥ the dress) last weekend for Mims' wedding.  I am in love with the dress and I had it altered to fit me perfectly, but I requested for it to have enough breathing space so I could eat a lot and move freely to the buffet table.  Hehe.
  But seriously, I love the dress!  I cannot rave enough about it.  The design is perfect - it's actually a frustrated design on my part because I wanted a similar one two years ago for G's wedding, but the sales people and my mom insisted preferred another design.  So I was sad about that (although that dress was pretty as well, it wasn't the same), but now I got the design I always wanted. The dress being a lovely color of gray and discreet gold threads running through it, it's absolutely my type: unobtrusive and unusual.  I just hope I don't have a duplicate!
  I am also relieved to have found a dress.  The thing with me is, even if I've known about this wedding for ages and have more than ample time to look for a dress, when it comes down to it, I'm very lazy in seriously looking and buying one.  I like to look around and say, "I'll think about it", but not really.  That happened to a wedding I attended last year - I knew about it five months before, but only shopped for a dress the day before and ended up with nothing.  These are the times I really wish I could afford a personal shopper to just pick out something for me.  It's not that I don't like to shop or dress up, but sometimes I don't really want to look over- or under-dressed, or completely out of the look/dress code.
  Anyway, back to trying not to eat.  I just want to justify the dress, but I can't help but eat a lot!  Wah.  I've been eating and eating ice cream because the flavor's interesting - Mango Peach Melba.  Plus eating lots of rice because I like corned beef with lots of rice, which was my lunch today.  And now I'm munching on One One, those rice crackers by Monde Nissin.  Will cut down for dinner - I wonder how, considering it's almost that time of the month when I crave and eat too much.  Okay, will try to survive until the weekend.Labels: random, rant-rave, vanity 
         
 
            
         
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          Tuesday, April 10, 2007 
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We held Mims' bridal shower last last weekend.  Super fun!  It was another Todo Na 'To, one year after.  Overnight at a hotel with girl bonding!   All girls present (me, P, Mims, Kathy, Sofie, Candy) except for Mel, no boys allowed.  That crazy weekend in bullets:
  >Hotel was okay... they messed up our reservation though which was such a hassle since we needed a room asap since Sofs came from graveyard.  Poor girl.  We were there by 1p but got to the room by 4p+ yet!   Annoying because we called in to reserve Wednesday yet.  First choice hotel gave us a reference number for any concern with our reservations.
  > Surprised by the room: you would've thought a two bedroom suite would have two bathrooms.  It only had one with two towels.  I mean, I don't think that's enough but whatever.  And they only offered two complimentary breakfasts.  Again, first choice hotel offered four complimentary breakfasts.
  > Ahhh delivery is convenient talaga.  We were all just lazy to go out of the room since it was pretty comfy in there with the air conditioner.
  > I'm not ever going to hear songs such as "Vulnerable", "Superman", "Lips of an Angel", "Reason for Breathing" or whatever in the same way again!  Never never never.
  > I can live without blue pala and P is proud of me!  Hahaha!
  > First time in a looong time I was up for 24 hours.  Not bad but I was woozy already by the 23rd hour.  Thank you MTV, but in the four hours you were on that early morning, never did I see or hear "Tulak ng Bibig" or "Turning My Safety Off".
  > Gained a new appreciation for the music video of "Love Team" by Itchyworms though.  Since it was played twice!  That, and "Over it" by Kat McPhee.
  > I like watching local TV with my friends!  They're more updated than I am on what's happening on TV and celebrities.  Fun, I learned a lot - but I'm not credible when I give local celebrity gossip.  Hmph. :)
  > I learned a lot.  I miss my friends.
  > So many moments from that weekend, uncaptured. :(Labels: friends 
         
 
            
         
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          Wednesday, April 04, 2007 
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why it's hopeful I was suddenly seized by this fear - of "what ifs", "what could have beens", stuff I don't like so late into this leap of faith.  It never struck me until now, which really scared and bothered me because, why now?  I seriously don't need it at this point.  But I don't want it to get the better of me, so I'm remaining hopeful.
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