Thursday, August 26, 2004
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Hanging onI'm so confused on what they are making me do right now... I'm being sent files left and right and I do this and it's not what I should do pala. Whatever. *sigh* I don't know why I'm hanging on. Oh, I remember now, but it seems so far away. I'm still hoping. I've been giving up a lot right now and I'm hoping for the reason I'm hanging on will pull through.Just ranting. No one's seated beside me (read: no one to talk to) and I'm so lazy to redo my work just right now.
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Saturday, August 21, 2004
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It's not everyday that my former and one of my favorite (then again, I liked all of them) supers singles me out and talks to me. Oh my gosh. I'm so hoping all of a sudden.
One of my good friends in grade school gave me a homemade wall decoration with the words "When God closes a door, He opens a window" (from the The Sound of Music right?) and I believe it. Something I turned down and realized I might have made the wrong choice (again!), here comes another, different but possibly better choice. :)
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Wednesday, August 18, 2004
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Hassle... I don't see my blog at all. So this is a post just to see if I can see it. Duh.
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Saturday, August 14, 2004
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Here I am again... with about seven hours of sleep, interrupted by a 4:15 am alarm I set just in case I decided to continue watching the opening rites of the Olympics. I don't think any local channel covered it live, so I settled for this Indian channel which had commentators explaining the significance of each of the symbols appearing in the tableau. I ended up sleeping at almost 3 am with Angola as the last country I saw. Per the papers today, the Philippines was set to be the 197th out of the 201 teams to march, it being that far into the Greek alphabet. Good thing I didn't stay up. Maybe they'll show it on a local channel. Replay!
So. The things you find on Friendster. I was trawling throughFriendster (something I haven't done lately because the site can get slooow but for some reason at 2 am today, it was pretty fast) when I saw/read disturbing (to me, anyway) stuff. Like, who's the baby in my friend's user pic? I know that's not her. Would it be so weird to come out of the blue and ask her ever so casually who that is? Or... is this guy friend really getting married this year? Gaah. Surprise, surprise. I wanted to ask if I'm invited *yaak, feeling* but then, never mind. I don't even know the girl! Wouldn't that be a bit funny? The things that you discover online. Surprising, no? I was a bit anti-Friendster before, but then again, it didn't hurt to try. I'm happy now that (cheesy) I've connected to long lost, way gone friends I never thought I would have the opportunity to get in touch with again. I mean it! I'm just looking for a few more long lost friends. It's corny, but when people ask me what's the best thing about the Internet, I always say Friendster (it's reached the height of popularity ages ago already) and e-mail. How cheesy but true.
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Home already, after a long day. My mom was considerably surprised that my paalam this morning was only until 9:30, but then I had to call home to tell her I was until 12. I haven't been 3-12 for the longest time now. Anyhow, I'm watching this Olympic history thing on TV, with hopes that I'll be able to catch the opening live. I have great memories of watching the very grand and spectacular opening rites. There's always something so touching about the opening. The papers said that the opening would begin at 1:45am Saturday morning, so I do hope whatever channel I'm on will cover it live (medyo I have to sleep already because I have work at 1pm later, but I can't help it)! :)
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Friday, August 13, 2004
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I'm until 12 today and I am so sleepy already. It's been almost a year since I had a 3-12 sked so my body is violently reacting. It was fine at first, but then as the thought started to sink in... ayan. Wala na. I'm starting to feel woozy and it doesn't help that I took coffee. Gaah. Hindi talaga ako sanay na 3-12. And I'm driving tonight!!! Aargh. I'm not really fond of driving and driving late at night, although is a breeze, can get kinda sorta... okay, it's fine lang, but you know. I'd rather have my dad or brother fetch me. Tamad lang, I guess.
Anyway, this is not making sense. Later ulit!
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Monday, August 09, 2004
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Been in a daze for the past weeks. :( Aside from the major lack of sleep, ayun. More changes na naman. It's like I never got used to it. But then again, I never did.
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