Tuesday, December 20, 2005
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I would like to write a lot about all the stressful stuff that I've been going through but that's just me: when it gets down to it, I can't seem to write. Sigh. I'm so woozy also right now because the cold medicine I took. Have a feeling my body is reacting to all my worries right now with this cold. Sniffle. Some random stuff:
I feel so Scrooge-y still. I don't feel the Christmas spirit at all because I'm just plain worn out. We-ell, maybe the happy feeling sometimes creeps in and I feel content for a fleeting moment. It's probably just me: I'm pressuring myself too much to feel the holidays, I guess. P.S. I love the weather even if it's very cold and my tummy hates the cold so I always have to have a sweater or jacket over it. :) I wish it was always like this: sunny yet cool and windy!
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Tuesday, December 13, 2005
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Sometimes I don't think I can feel. I tend to step back and be detached. I have a soft touch for other people, books, movies, letters. But when it comes to me and my feelings, I'm aloof and cold. Maybe I really am insensitive (as what someone once told me). Waah emo post! I'm just feeling boo hoo lately. It's just really been hard today. And the past weeks. :'(
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Monday, December 12, 2005
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I haven't been actually shopping for people I'm going to give gifts to. I'm stuck in a gift-giving rut, completely out of ideas and stressed out because Christmas is just around the corner! So fast! I know it should come to me in time, but I just can't bring myself to get going shopping for everyone on my Christmas list. What I have been shopping for, though, is my dad's Kris Kringle in his office. How funny is that?! My dad joined their Kris Kringle for the first time daw, which amuses me no end because of the strange and usual topics. My dad picked this girl and got me to be his shopper. I'm so uncreative when it comes to these things. Like for "Wet and Wild", I got a body spray with a wildflower scent. The other topics? "Soft and Glossy" (lip gloss), "Red and Puffy" (a notebook with a really cute and sqooshy red cover), "Long and Hard" (two lariat [not sure what they call it] necklaces which are really long and hard to figure out). Completely corny! The gifts, I mean. Have one more topic to go, though, which is "Slippery when Wet" or something like that. I can't really think of anything interesting to give. But I'm pretty proud of myself for finding these things all in the Php100 range! For someone who doesn't really know how to hunt down bargains, that's really an achievement. Now if I could just get down to shopping for my family and friends...
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