How many times do you have to do something before it becomes a habit?
I admit, I like it, but there's always a little voice inside me, telling me "not just yet". And I guess I do know why. Everything's just so... up in the air right now, but yeah, we'll just see where it goes.
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Haha, no more emo, senti whatever for me. I just have to get over myself, really. Took me one week to realize that, but it's okay. Sometimes (only?!), I'm just too full of me. So I hope to change, although very slowly, yeah, I will. I don't like myself this way much.
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long week It was a loong week, I swear. Days at work just crawled by and the emo stress and I'm just lonely because I have no one to talk to. Crissy's pc is busted and it's taking forever to be fixed so no one sits beside me at work.
Anyway to relieve the stress, my friends and I went for a relaxing spa date last Friday night. Waah. Now I'm at peace with the world. I feel sooo relaxed... but not quite ready for another long week just yet.
shoes again! I am not a shoe girl, I'm more of a bag girl, but I can't resist buying shoes lately. For the past weeks, I've been buying shoes. And the last three pairs I bought are all heels! Heehee. I know, I know, this really amuses me no end. My friends have been telling me to try wearing heels. Heels have never been comfy for me because I think they're for girly-girls, I like running around and I think heels are so not for commuting! I am so used to wearing flats. In fairness, I like wearing heels now: they make me feel taller and it helps with my posture too (at least I get more conscious about it). But I still keep my bright pink silk slippers at the office. So yes I still run around in my slippers. Only when necessary, anyway. :)
sound trip My favorite CD at the moment is Crissy's birthday gift to me: a Sitti CD. I've been wanting to buy her CD for quite sometime, but never got around to it. I love love her "Invisible War" (I like her version better than Julia Fordham's) and "Para Sa Akin" *coughIwonderwhycough*--these two songs are on constant replay. Hehe. Sitti's version of "Hiram"'s also amazing, it's not part of the CD, though.
old friends I ran into one of my grade school best friends in Boracay a few weeks ago. It was a surprise! I didn't recognize her at first because the last time I saw her was high school, plus the odd meeting going down the escalator in Megamall (and she going up) during our college days. We exchanged numbers and I hope we do get to catch up, although I know she's leaving for the US soon for school. Still, it was nice seeing--and possibly re-connecting with--her again.
While I was at the beach, my high school friends and I were texting each other about some difficult news about one of us. I haven't seen them in a long time (my bad) and hearing all about what's happening through text... well, I wish I could do something to help. My friends assured me that everything's going to be fine and maybe we could see each other soon to catch up and talk. I really wish I could do something, but we all agreed support and prayers would be best now.
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