Ugh! Why is it so hard to make a decision? I'm stuck right now and I need to make a decision, not quite quickly but soon enough. I hate weighing two options which don't seem to be a win-win situation either way (how sad is that?).
I guess I should pray for prudence - I don't want to end up making the wrong decision again. Gah how many times in my life do I always seem to make the wrong choices?! And in the end, I'm annoyed at myself. Hay why is it always like that? Like I never learn.
Sometimes I think that those choices didn't lead me to my life right now - and do I like it? Steady lang (and I love the people I've met and that are in my life right now. I think I'm better because of them and I'm grateful for that). Anyway, time to re-evaluate my life, plans, time lines (naku, where did that come from?) and whatever. Shucks, maybe because I was so focused on one goal ages ago, I never had a backup plan as to where I was supposed to go. Argh ano ba to! Basta, Tessa and I today were going, no more quarter life crisis! Ever. Tama na, time to move forward. :)
But wait, I have to make some decisions now. :( *crossing fingers* Hoping for the best and planning for the worst talaga.Labels: life
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