Saturday, June 30, 2007
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Today I learned: it's very depressing to drive alone along a deserted highway in the wee hours of the morning with the rain steadily falling. Your mind begins to wander and is consumed with all these sad thoughts that shouldn't even be there in the first place. Obviously that was my situation, driving home earlier a few minutes earlier. And then when I got out of the car, the rain had stopped, but the moon was still trying to peek through the stormy clouds, so that heightened the somber mood. I just wonder why I'm so upset with information that I shouldn't be affected with. Things I've come to accept - my resolve is pretty much okay already and then all of a sudden, with a single word, my determination fails and everything seems to fall apart around me. Sigh. I really, really don't know anymore what I am doing right now. Okay. This is what two rounds of very strong coffee in the evening can do, I think. I'm overthinking again, I'm in an emo mode and it's not good. :( Sigh (again). Labels: life
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