When the person you think you're really close to does not tell you big, important news and you hear it from someone else... well, you're bound to react with a blank look, then a forced smile and say, "Yeah, I heard about it already! Isn't it great?" but in reality have no idea what's it all about.
So what do you do when you feel that you're the last or one of the last to know, but you're not exactly sure why. Is it because you were witness and part of the "what-might-have-been" or the "what-was"? How could that be when that person has always treated you like a little sister--that person has seen you grow and is proud of how far you've been.
Not really hurt. A bit, fine. But just wondering why.
Hay these thoughts at almost 2 a.m. and an exam later today. What is happening to me, I don't know.
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